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1.23.2013

Endeavour

Such a sombre night it is. An unwelcome feelings came for a visit tonight. It has been awhile since I last felt this familiar feelings. An old friend.

But behind every laughter, there's a pain hiding beneath that sprightly smiles. And this pain has come to pay a visit when the person in-charge to put the smiles in my face isn't around to shush the whispering voices of the dreadfulness in my head.

Another disposition to bring back my fear. But afraid not, I will fight it away. And through words I shall express the wrecking soul within me that cannot be seen by the naked eyes but by the soul of the night fall.

Please, pain. Leave me alone. Give happiness a chance to stay with me. I shall dispense you with love that I am holding dear to. The one I've been longing and the one I finally found after years of being blind when he was there all along, hiding behind a curtain, in a mask of a familiar face.

By expressing it in word form, it shall take away every piece of the utterly unwanted feelings.

It has been long since I last express my feelings down. Since I last let everything out of me. And by the magic of words, which is my passion after all.. this post does actually makes me feel so alive again. For this I know, I was not dead like I thought. I am still inside me.. Waiting for the time to come for me to write again. Struggling to make a come back. And here I am. Here.

1.18.2013

Sushi Night!

It was like any other normal night.. for everyone else. Not us. It's sushi night for us! HOMEMADE SUSHI! What more could you ask for? Hell yeah I can make sushi! :D


Actually the plan was, I make the sushi while dia hantar barang kat adik dia. But ohwells. Terlampau asyik main the sims. Hek hek. Tiba-tiba dia dah sampai lak. So, kitorang buat sushi sama-sama. Even better!




Tobiko in the making!
My fav sushi!

Ramai yang tanya benda ni so.... better cakap je terus kat sini. Telur ikan tu boleh beli dekat tesco dekat bahagian sushi. Tapi kena mintak kat orang tu! Cakap nak beli telur ikan. Boleh beli ikut berapa banyak kita nak sebab beli timbang. Yang dalam gambar ni, Rm10.


His first time making and EATING sushi! Ajar dia cam mana nak shape the rice untuk buat tobiko guna tangan tapi dia main tipuuu! Okay la memang la bentuk lagi cantik tapi...... T_T Tak melekat la daki-daki tu kat tangan! Tu la secret ingredient sushi yang buat lagi sedap! Hahaha.

Orang tu dah tak tahan lapar. 
Making california roll!

Okay decorating part kita bagi kat master chef kita
yang segak bergaya ni. Sungguh tekun dan
bersungguh-sungguh dia buat. Nak kacau dia pon
tak boleh. Kena marah. Huuu ='(



 2-3 jam gak laaa buat sushi ni sebab masak nasi 2 kali and D terpaksa gi beli seaweed baru sebab tak cukup! Gave some to his sis and mom and the rest, makan for dinner and for lunch the next day hehe.



And this is how we drink our vitagen! Pemalas betul nak bukak. Kata D, ini cara family dia minum. And macam biasa, susah nak suruh dia ambil gambar betul-betul.

Okay lepas ni nak buat apa lak ek? Baking?? We'll see! Good night!

1.13.2013

Mengintai Di Tingkap


FINALLY! AFTER SO MANY HARDSHIPS THAT I HAVE WENT THROUGH! Selepas 3 disc dibakar.. Selepas berjam-jam cuba burn kat DVD & Flash drive. Selepas alih-alih file ke sana ke sini.. Selepas 3 kali format!!!!! Aku berjayaaaaaaaa!






1st Month Together

Today is our official 1st monthsary! Wow.. It's been a month since we got officially together.. It's been a month we shared our love. It's been a month I've been his.


ONLY A MONTH?!!


It felt like we've been together for few months or even years! Maybe sebab jumpa hari-hari kot? Kalau nak ikutkan.. Rekod kitorang dah nak dekat sebulan tak pernah miss jumpa everyday. Actually kitorang start jumpa everyday since um.. Alamak tak ingat la bila. But around November la. Cuma hari tu gi Singapore, missed satu hari je tak jumpa! :( Pergi Jumaat, dia hantar.. Balik Ahad, dia jemput. So, Sabtu je tak jumpa! Boohooo! And ever since that, tak ada satu hari pon miss! Teeeehee!


Memandangkan we both tengah kering kontang, kitorang just nak sambut dekat A&W. Tapi agak romantik gak, kan? Lama tak date kat fast food franchise haha. But sebelum tu singgah ke Tesco dulu beli barang-barang keperluan. Okay la.. barang-barang kehendak. Bukan keperluan. =/ 

Membahayakan betul la ambil gambar sambil drive -.-"

Shopping with him at Tesco was fun! Hahaha. Betul! Tak tipu! Tak pernah dibuat orang, kan??? Cuba la buat. Best pulak sambut 1st monthsary kat Tesco ni ye? Hahah. Lepas tu kan lepas tu kan kan kan... Boyfriend itew belikan itew facial package untuk 2 orang as hadiah monthsary ;) Awwww... We decided to go on our 2nd monthsary haha. Satu hadiah untuk 2 bulan monthsary. Jimat! Yela.. kena berjimat cermat start sekarang ni.. Banyak plan menanti.


Lepas tu patutnya pergi A&W kat Tol Batu 3 tu tapi kena food poisoning pulak. So, drive thru je la Float double scoop & onion ring. Pon jadi laaaa! 


Oh! Selain tu.. Kitorang tengok Ice Age marathon semalam. All 4 movies in one day. Sampai mimpi pon Ice Age dah. D ketawa dah macam nak berguling-guling atas lantai dah semalam. Dah la posing dia atas kerusi sama dengan ibu. Aiyooo!

Tengok la tu!

But we had a great day yesterday.. Except that.. it's like just any other day. Because everyday is fun and memorable with him. Everyday is a happy day for me as long as he's around ;)

1.11.2013

Ditahan Polis :(

Well, I got caught for stealing D's heart.

Tingkap Lapan

Spent the whole night transferring files into external hard disk. Sacrificed my sweet precious sleep time! And ended up disappointed because apparently I need an empty DVD to install it! Sheeesh how can I be so stupid? Tu laaaa.. Dah lama sangat tinggalkan dunia IT! Somehow I miss coding, designing, photoshoping, editing, blogging, gaming and all other related -ing(s). 

This is how I look after 4 hours sleep and disappointed
and tired with flu, in the sunshine.


T_T




1.02.2013

New Life, New Beginning, New Year

Selalunya kalau tahun baru, semua orang mesti ada azam baru, kan? Walaupun azam-azam tahun-tahun sudah dah berkulat tak capai lagi. Tapi new year mesti ada gak azam baru.


Like everyone else, I also have my new resolutions for 2013.. Which I will make sure I will achieve it. It is something huge! Until I freaked out even on the 1st day of 2013. InsyAllah.. everything will goes according to plan. Amin.


My new year starts with him. Starting this year, he will be part of my life. No.. We will share our life together :) New year, new life.. The new beginning of everything. We will stay trhough thicks and thins together.


12 a.m
01/01/2013